coach is gone.

sigh.
i never thought it would happen so fast, i never really thought so much about it but

now its no more coach forever and the new coach

every week its the new coach

no more joking around, playing fun, laughing

i know they say softball you have to be serious about it

but you also have to enjoy yourself, dont you?

how can you just be so serious and play so serious, and dont even shout and laugh and joke around? training wont be as much fun anymore will it? even if you do we a game its not as much good as winning it WITH coach. i mean, he was the one who made us the way we were now and built up or character wasnt he?

i dont know what the teachers were thinking. i dont think getting us a new coach will make us more enthusiastic and excited about softball. maybe it'll help improve our skills but what good is skills if you dont like the coach and so you dont enjoy trng? playing a compeition is more fun when youre serious, but not too serious, and you laugh and make jokes.

these coaches seem to think seriousness is everything. the cresent girls, they dont even look as happy as we did when they train, or play a game. we laugh and joke around but they dont do any of that. what good is that? i dont get it.

i dont get anything anymore.

right now i dont get how to turn this term into equal 0. siggghhh.